GOD doesnt only help those who are ugly, he helps those who are hungry. I think they DESERVE to be first in line. Praying for better cosmetic surgery? I think about 2099th in line.

I think pain and suffering are a necessary thing in our world and God allows it all because of our sin. We shall have to live with it until the world ends and sin is destroyed.

And over time my life continued to get worse, and throughout it, i thought things like....maybe God is punishing me for not beleiving in him.

> And it doesn't take more than a look on your tv or in some high school to tell you that.

Those are THE two worst examples you could've given. EVERYTHING in high school is about being accepted and fitting in. TV is fake, period. Trust me, once you're out of high school, you'll actually start seeing MATURE people who won't care how you look.

And there's alotta competition in the gay world, cuz there's not alot of gays in one town, and gays have a habit of being ugly, (at least thats how it is around here) so its pretty tough getting with someone who is decent if your not. And the reason why i want a hot guy is cuz at least around here, the hot gays/bis are the only ones that act decently normal like me, and all the ugly ones act like fagots and thats not my thing.

I mean faggots like gays who cheerlead and not for the reason straight guys do. (if you know what i mean lol)

And gays who are like "OMG these shoes are SO fabulous at aeropostle."

And there isn't really any other way to get alot of "chances" at finding a bf/gf if your not really attractive, sorry.

Its just....why would God create a life like mine?
Why is it there are tons of people out there leading great lives, and he chose mine to be hell.

you never looked like the type of person who'd be interested in sex"

and its sad that the only thing he has to worry about is getting a job everynow and then, not because he has to pay bills or anything, becuase he doesn't, he said he just "feels depressed if he doesnt work somewhere because he feels lazy" and its like wtf...yeah its good not to be lazy, but that is the ONLy thing that depresses him and he gets REALLY depressed about it, and im like wtf its ok to want a job but you have such a great life that you dont really even need one.

I actually do think people who can't find a gf/bf because of reasons they were born with have a better reason to be depressed than people who get fired from their job because they are lazy and then sulk about it.

The main point of life is to find a mate and reproduce. The main point in life isn't to work the hardest you can. Most people are happy as long as they have someone to share love with and make enough money to live comfortably, and while your a kid, you have no reason to work really unless its at school.

There's pretty much no reason anyone can't find a job unless they're lazy, but theres plenty of reasons that people can't find gfs/bfs because of things they can't help.