is it the right choice for me? im going to die anyways. i hate life. always has. don't see it getting better. i tried once already but was too drunk to pull it off. what should i do?
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pharmaceuticals work nicely.
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just as good, i say. whatever makes it better is what counts.
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Suicide is not the answer. You may be telling yourself that but trust me it isnt. I have been in your shoes.. I have wanted to kill myself so badly at times. You can see from the posts ive made here in the last 6 years. I know now that it wasnt the right choice for me.. neither was turning to drugs. I was pretty into it at one point.. It fucked my life up.. fucked my attitude up and my way of life. I dropped out of school because I was failing and couldnt concentrate anymore. Smoking pot may seem like it cheers you up.. but i find it can also be a depressant. Do you know how many times Ive smoked up and then felt like my life wasnt worth living and cried and wanted to die?
Its not a fun feeling. I recommend you speak to somebody about this.. someone you feel comfortable with and that can help you. Go to your doctor and tell her how you have been feeling and she can help you find someone to talk to and understand you.
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